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Summer is here in earnest today. The sun is high and shadows have drawn into themselves. The apartment is cool and shady but outside things are burning up. I can smell the heat. Jaws is lulling peacefully in his water and every now and again will open his mouth into an 'O'. In the distance there is a soft rumbling of life all squashed and merged and melted together. Sometimes there are voices. My tomato plant seedlings are thriving.

I am in my green chair. The local newspaper is on my lap. Some time I am asleep and some time I am awake, but for the main I am in an in-between state, staring out into some far away land of greens and blues and yellows and reds. Every so often I look down at the headline and then to the picture. I try to rationally work things out, put some kind of perspective to all that has happened, but each time my mind becomes fixed on one image: John in a wheelchair – I cannot separate the two. Even the chair on the church steeple, I see John sitting in it, bent over and dribbling blood where the cross has penetrated some vital organ or other. It may seem crazy, may even be impossible, but I believe it was John who put it there. A kind of twisted insane warning to me... like showing me there are no lengths to which he cannot or will not go to ruin my life. But even more than that (John trying to scare me), I think the wheelchair on the roof was a veiled death threat. I cannot justify nor even explain that, but that is what I feel...

8 comments:

  1. Whoa, this bllog is insane!

    Think i'll hang around.
    BBye!

    DB

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  2. In Loving Memory of
    Luke
    funeral

    tristram.Spencer.is.a.fated.man.

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  3. A perfect example of when PHILOSOPHY becomes an ENEMY OF LIFE...

    http://stephenlaw.blogspot.com/2010/06/playing-mystery-card.html

    not quite samantha with her *supernatural spit*, eh?

    _________________
    you were at the WRONG PLACE at the WRONG TIME...
    _____________________
    this isn't one of your little WORD GAMES...

    blasphemy is a DEATH SENTENCE

    you people actually BELIEVE the BS you preach!

    GOD 1 - atheists 0

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQcNiD0Z3MU


    Atheists,
    you are ENEMIES OF GOD AND ARE GOING TO BE ANNIHILATED...

    Repent and turn to God or be destroyed...

    YOU HAVE NO CHOICE...

    my interpretation of the STATUE FIRE... it symbolizes the SPIRITUAL DEATH of atheism...

    http://www.latimes.com/news/custom/topofthetimes/national/la-naw-0616-jesus-statue-lightning-20100616,0,4295974.story

    http://static.guim.co.uk/sys-images/Guardian/Pix/pictures/2010/6/16/1276680110544/The-King-of-Kings-statue--005.jpg

    http://www.latimes.com/media/photo/2010-06/54332292.jpg


    http://friendlyatheist.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/butterjesus-1.jpg

    PRINCESS DI IS WEARING A NEW DRESS!

    http://www.princeofwales.gov.uk/speechesandarticles/a_speech_by_hrh_the_prince_of_wales_titled_islam_and_the_env_252516346.html
    ______________________________
    http://skepticblog.org/2010/04/06/would-i-ever-pray-for-a-miracle/

    Shermer, I WANT TO SEE YOU BEG FOR A MIRACLE...
    ___________________
    we do like your music Lady Gaga, but...

    The B**BQUAKE - 911

    Let me show you the FATE OF TRAITORS...

    http://www.loiterink.com/photos/products/182_3424_500x500.jpg

    they are incapable of telling the difference between SCIENTIFIC *FACT* AND
    RELIGIOUS AND PHILOSOPHICAL *TRUTH*... FATAL ERROR!

    they also preach a *VALUE FREE SCIENCE* called *POSITIVISM* that ignores the
    inequalities of wealth and power in capitalist civilization...

    for a sample taste of PZ Myers' GARBAGE...

    http://scienceblogs.com/pharyngula/2010/06/sunday_sacrilege_imagine_no_he.php

    HIJACKING IN PROGRESS!!!

    http://hawaiiwebgroup.com/maui-design/wp-content/uploads/2009/05/website-hijacking.jpg

    HIJACKING IN PROGRESS!!!

    how can these HEADLESS IDIOTS BET AGAINST GOD!!!
    ________________________________________
    what happens when you LOSE Pascal's Wager...

    http://www.peterkreeft.com/topics/pascals-wager.htm
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    you FIGHT PAPER MONSTERS...

    the blood and bodies of the atheist movement...

    you mofos killed MICKEY MOUSE!!!!

    this has more TRUTH then what Dawkins, Randi, Harris, Myers, and Shermer
    combined have said in their entire lives...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch#!v=5R2wE8Sduhs&playnext_from=TL&videos=hht1U_19anc&feature=rec-LGOUT-exp_fresh%2Bdiv-1r-3-HM

    they tried to BULLDOZE the entire METAPHYSICAL DIMENSION...
    they LOST THE WAR......

    you have FORFEIT YOUR SOUL, shermer... you have become an object in the material world, as you WISHED...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUB4j0n2UDU

    http://farm1.static.flickr.com/7/11792994_ffaaee87fa.jpg

    we're gonna smash that TV...

    They had become ENEMIES OF THE PEOPLE AND OF GOD...

    you pushed too much and *CROSSED THE LINE*

    degenerates (PZ) or children (HEMANT) - ATHEISTS!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRRg2tWGDSY

    do you have anything to say, you STUPID LITTLE F*CKER?

    how about I tell you, Mr. Shermer, EVERYTHING YOU THINK ABOUT THE WORLD is
    *WRONG*

    THE BOOBQUAKE - 911!
    ****************************************************
    http://dissidentphilosophy.lifediscussion.net/philosophy-f1/the-boobquake-911-t1310.htm

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sx7XNb3Q9Ek

    RUN, ATHEISTS, RUN!!!
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    http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html

    the 9th and FINAL RING of Dante's Inferno is designed for little blaspheming traitors like you...

    but at least FREE AIR CONDITIONING is included!

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  4. DM you are superfluous.

    The God market is covered here.

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  5. @ Dogboy: Welcome & Thank you!X You've got a bit of catching up to do, or just read on and you'll get the jist of things. X

    @ Stacy: It's gonna be quite some ride. And when two planets collide, well... X

    @ DM: yeah, the God angles covered and so is the old boot. (Mum are you still reading?) X

    @ Mrs Winthrope: It seems every other person who comes here is after your arse! I think it may be a sign... X

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  6. Just catching up .. love the wheelchair on the steeple pic .. I love your humour xx

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  7. Mr. Spencer, in Texas the heat seeps in, summer just began and it's already to triple digits. But, our tomatoes are thriving as well.
    --dustylee.

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