#105

Since the weekend John has been worryingly quiet. Apart from two toilet calls, and something about Brian, the only thing he has said was: “The descent has begun. We are going downhill and with each day we'll pick up speed until finally we crash into the bottom.” I cannot and do not want to believe that. I am just hoping that he doesn't really believe such things – that it was just his emotions talking. I hope, hope, hope.

Tomorrow I am scheduled to visit Dr. Dennis, but I think I will put that back until later on in the week when I feel more up to social interaction. It is only for a renewal of my medication and as I still have plenty it is nothing that cannot wait. Last week was emotionally very taxing and I just feel I need a day or so break from the world.

3 comments:

  1. thank you for your comment.
    where were you? haha.
    this is fucking funny and weird.
    so much funny twisted shit trickling from Dennis Cooper's blog. I guess that makes him a slut or a priest or shewolf or- even better - a doctor. or just amazing!
    so cool!!!!
    I am kinda drunk now.
    i want to write MORE now!

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  2. Hi Plexus and thank you! For one moment I thought you was gonna say "so much funny and twisted shit trickling from Cooper's arse" because thats usually where shit comes from, I think??? If you had have said that, I would have been quite offended, but as you didn't (only nearly and probably thought it) then you're welcome back again, well, as long as your real name isn't something like Brian... X

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  3. “The descent has begun. We are going downhill and with each day we'll pick up speed until finally we crash into the bottom.”

    John you are a melodramatic queen -

    Just right for my ministry!

    Join us!

    We can heal you and Tristram.

    You do not need to crash into the bottom.

    Any bottom.

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