I tidied the apartment this morning. It was a hell of a job but had become urgent. With the build up of all the mess and rubbish a smothering claustrophobia was closing in, as if the place was slowly consuming me. For the first time in weeks I opened all the curtains and windows and let the day pour in. I felt exposed and uncomfortable, like the last thing I needed was daylight, but finally it done me well and now my head feels refreshed and clear.
Also I've decided I want to cheer this place up a bit. I'm thinking a few more window boxes, bright flowers, etc, something other than a fish to keep me occupied. Maybe even a tomato plant? Plus, the shit world would look so much better through African Blue Lilies and roses.
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(Oh, and yes, the 8” moulded penis was mine. Well, you didn't expect me to fuck the postboy did you?!)
Is it strange to say that things kind of maybe seem to be looking up a bit?
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